My bad.

I saw the pictures of yours and yet, they somehow stabbed me right in the heart.

This happened few days ago and I know I shouldn't be thinking about it anymore, or at least keep it just to myself. And ultimately, I shouldn't be feeling like this right now. I can't help myself but to put this into writing with the hopes that it'll end right here. I'm tired of feeling broken-hearted and overwhelmed. You have no idea how bad I want this feeling to go away permanently. That kind of feeling just come and go whenever I see your names, and what's worst for me? To see those pictures of your happy moments. And the next thing I realize tears come rolling down my cheek, and that just happen.

That's just plain stupid. I know.

Dear heart, please be good to me. I need you and the brain to co-operate this time.

Make me happy, or even if you want me to be sad, logically please?

p/s:  Just for once, I want someone to be afraid of losing me.