April 8, 2011

Only if.

I wish I was a good advisor,
because I know I ain't one.
And how I wish I can give good advices when people 
seek me,well when they're in need,
because at least, somehow I can advise myself too,
to stand strong whenever problem hits me,
and tell myself, 'you're a big girl now,
have a good faith within,
seize the happiness,
because when you're happy,
mama and papa would be happy too,
and you know they love you so much,
 no matter what,
even if they don't tell you'.




rindulahhh 2 budak kecik niiii  :'(



P/S: A busy life makes prayers harder, but prayers make 
a hard & busy life easier. 



April 7, 2011

Just so you know.


I just don't care anymore.
I don't play the same games you play every now and then.
And oh, we never played by the same rules anyway.


So yeah,

PLEASE




P/S: There'll be a point in your life when you realize who really matters, 
who never did, and who always will.

April 1, 2011

Get it right.

No intention of posting something academically, like I’ve ever posted one. Thinking of sharing my thoughts today, spent 2 hours by the river, looked up and stared the blue sky as if it was fixedly staring back at me. Something came right to my mind; I wish I never knew what love feels like. At all. I know it was way over, and Alhamdulillah I’m over it too, but it would be best if we never met at all. No one would hurt and go heartbreaking. Well that’s all IF. I should be thankful that at least your drama spiced up my life, and ultimately, you made me stronger and wiser. You should’ve known that I take things seriously in life, but perhaps you overlooked it, well that’s fine, maybe you were enjoying life too much that you forgot trough awaits just right after you’re at peak.  Experience is the best teacher of all. So, lessons learned. Don’t let anyone ever promise you they won’t hurt you, because at one time or another, somehow they would.  Oh, speaking of that, a friend of mine just broke up a few days ago, and the moment I knew it, I called her straight away, wanted to be there for her as she was there for me when I was in the same situation. As told, it was the best way to live life and the best way to end lies and everything. I hope too it’s the best path she’s taking. Though our stories may not be exactly the same, but the pain is understandable. And dear love, don’t worry too much, the pain is bearable and time will heal. If I can do it, you’re equally the same, InsyaAllah J



P/S: Every ending is the new beginning