It's on girl.

Marry you

I'm sorry Bruno, I can't get your piece outta my head.

and I gotta say, I love glee's version more.

but who cares baby?

I think I wanna marry you 

:D

p/s: I can grin all night seeing Sam and Quinn together. Aww :DD

Always.

Dear Allah, 

thank you for sending me the two greatest friends of all,

Aliya and Nadzirah.

and one thing I really know,

I'm thankful enough that we always get 

to spend time together like there's no tomorrow.

I love you both, always.

forever.

p/s: kalau aku mati yg entah bila, jgn lupa kita adalah bestfriend, 

kalau tak boleh jugak, ingatlah yg kita pernah menjadi rakan walaupun hanya satu saat.

Dear you.

lately tidur sgt la tak best

sbb bila bgn je sure disoriented -.-'

its okay its alright

because today and tomorrow i'm gonna have fun with them :D

i miss my ladies like crazy!

ohh, you added me back on fb after so long you blocked me.

dear you, chill, i'm just wondering why

wondering whats the story behind this.

you said you wanna know how am i doing now.

i'm still thinking should i or should i not approve you.

not because i hate you, no.

i'm just not too sure if i have the courage

 to see things what a girl like me doesn't want to see

and i know you do understand this.

i'm a human, still.

and nothings gonna stop me from being normal

in which my feelings are what i care most now.

don't worry, i'll click that button when i think it's time.

who knows the time could be tomorrow or the day after tomorrow?

any time is possible.

InsyaAllah.

p/s: let's just pray for the best shall we? :)

Looky looky!

hey hey hey :D

what's up peeps?

anyway, currently dila tgh modelkan tudung for kak zura's hijab store

i mean not store la, she created a blog specifically selling different types of hijab

we were following Al Humaira's blog and the owner is now a successful woman.

so apa salahnya nak cuba kan? 

dila pun tolong2 je, tolong modelkan itu aje

mana tau ada rezeki, tp tak boleh nak kata jugak, sbb baru start from zero.

we'll see how it goes.

InsyaAllah.

so here are some of the hijab :)

sikit2 lah dulu ye, kalau byk2 nnt tak jadi malu pulak hee

till then! 

salam :)

I'm sorry dear.

First of all, you're a nice person.

thats what i thought when we started getting close.

oopps, reminder; as friends.

no one's perfect in this world and thats the reality.

but i couldn't find any imperfections in you when we spent most of the time together.

rich, genius, you always get what you want and money is not a problem for you.

you seem to lead a happy life, i suppose.

BUT. ahaa here's the but.

I'm sorry.

you're not the perfect person that i used to think anymore.

i found out yesterday that you talked behind me, you cursed me dear.

i found it by myself. 

the moment i read what you wrote,

i was like, omaigawwddd!

seriously i was shocked,stunned.

where are your manners?

i really thought we are good friends, you made me think that way.

but now, not anymore.

and you're just pretending being good in front of me.

you faked it.

tak marah, cuma terkilan.

sorry lah babe, even kau pandai, kaya, dpt semua yg kau nak,

 tp kalau budi bahasa tak ada, tak guna jugak.

kau boleh mengata org, complain sana sini,

 tp kau tak fikir kan apa yg org dah buat baik dgn kau?

and now, it all seems clear to me, the moment that you think a person is nice and kind, 

you should have a second thought of it, seriously.

like the saying goes;  perfection itself is imperfection.

p/s: thinking how I know all this? hah kau kan genius, fikir lah sendiri.

Aidiladha

Ya Allah,

Cintaku tak berdusta
Tak mengenal ingkar
Tak kenal nestapa
Cintaku hanya indah
Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya

Apa yg kurasakan ini
Persembahan untuk dirimu
Kau dengarkan kasihku


Mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu
Tak mengenal puitis
Hanya tulusnya hati
Mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu
Keyakinan hatiku hanya untuk dirimu
Selalu.

Aku bersyukur ya Allah di atas segala nikmat yg telah Engkau kurniakan, 

aku bersyukur kerana masih bernyawa utk

memohon keampunan dariMu, 

dan aku bersyukur kerana masih di beri peluang utk jalani hidup ini hanya keranaMu.

aku berpegang pada janjiMu pd org yg bersyukur kerana janji-janjiMu adalah benar,

bukan seperti janji kami, janji manusia yg penuh dusta.

I will always pray my future will always be full of Nur.

InsyaAllah.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

Semoga pengorbanan kita di nilai Allah walau sekecil zarah.

:)

Scars.

True love?

I used to believe that it really existed

why?

because I felt it once.

but when I've had my heart torn out

thrown on the floor

broken into pieces

I just don't care anymore.

I used to love in a direction that brightens up my life

 but you blocked my way, you stopped me

that I felt my love leads me nowhere.

I know you're gonna say, serves you right.

it's okay.

say whatever you want.

just so you know, that in return I would say,

Alhamdulillah.

Jom?

bila roza ckp psl nak pegi tgk teater, rasa teringin jugak

boleh tgk remy haha

anyway, show time for Natrah is between 25th Nov and 5th Dec.

Perfect time.

Roza Azaliya and Syarifatun Nadzirah, jom!

Kesiannya

Cinta melulu hanyalah cinta buat orang yang lemah imannya. Itulah yang berlaku dalam kehidupan kita selama ini.

Terlalu sayang, sayang hingga bisu untuk menegur kesalahan. Sudah ketara, tapi buat-buat lupa, sudah tahu dan nyata, tetapi pura-pura buat buta.

Hinggakan diri sendiri pun terikut-ikut dan sama-sama jadi buta, gelap gelita.

pening

found a dress yesterday for the dinner.

it looked okay when i put it on in the fitting room

BUT

it didn't look the same anymore when i wore it with the inner

mama ckp mcm funny sikit

kak li pun :(

sbb contra kot colour dia

arghh mcm mana ni

kena cari baju baru la pulak

but i know it won't be that easy to find one.

nak buat mcm mana kan -.-'

going out.

Life as we know it.

Alhamdulillah.

Everything that has to do with the past 18 months in my life is finally over and done.

I'm so glad and thankful enough that I managed to survive the hardships, I tell you the journey is indescribable

and we agreed that no one can ever understand that.

We had a superb dinner last night at Shogun, and even though I'm not a big eater, 

I paid not only for the food, but for the memories too. 

 It was sad knowing that we have to bid farewell especially to Mrs Lim and Ms Wendy( :( she cried too)

and I cried because deep inside I realized that we love each other and we were strong together 

through the ups and downs.

Special thanks to the closest friends I have here,

 Ainaa Kamal, Ruwaydah Raziff, Leyna Azan and Farah Nabilah

Thanks for everything, yes everything, for the memories, you guys will always have a place in my heart.

aww I'm crying while typing this.

Aku appreciate sgt korang, semoga Allah balas jasa korang yg dah byk tolong aku.

andddd kalau aku ada hutang dgn korang, sila tuntut ye :D

ohhh with justification! HAHA 

finally, one phase of my life is successfully survived.

 but how successful I am, wait till December, we'll know :)

anyway, I better get going, I mean take a bath hehe

going out with the girls; Ainaa and Ruw.

Farah and Leyna are going to Bkt Cerakah.

takpe nnt ktrg tangkap gmbr byk2 :D

haihh baju prom tak jumpa lg.

so, kena productive hari ni, bkk mata luas2!

Starhills here we come!

p/s: Ainaa Kamal, badan hari ni dah skt2, semalam overproductive dr pagi, kena pegi urut laa :p

Grow up please.

I don't know if you're ashamed, terrified, scared
or feel guilty
which i don't think that guilty feeling ever existed in you

you might want to spat me on the face

but oh please, listen, you really don't have to act that way.

it's not like i'm gonna say 'hey f*** you or go to hell or something else.

just, grow up.

go ahead and lead your super duper happy life,

thats what you want so bad right?
thought that imma gonna steal away your happiness?
hehh you thought wrong.
i'm not that kind of person who steals away people's happiness just like she did.
yeah just like she did.


Allah is just, thats what I keep telling myself.
and I'm able to put on a smiling face whenever I say my prayers.
Without fail.

You again.

You don't have to act that way, it's so obvious la.

and I'm not that naive like what you think I am.

Maturity was what you were searching for, thats what you told me,

 then show me and act like one.

but if you couldn't, guess you haven't found it, yet.

till when, I myself have no idea.

p/s: I'm waiting to see it, and you know that.

He says she says

You like me. I like you.

Yes let's make it reciprocal.

Thank you veryberry much.