October 31, 2011

Blessed. That's all I can say.

Dua minggu lagi. When exam's over, I'm going home.
Kejapnya masa berlalu. 9 bulan di negara orang rasa kejap sangat.
Tapi dalam 9 bulan ni lah macam macam yang aku lalui.
Pahit manis yang mengajar aku utk jadi lebih kuat.

Going to be 20 and I'm blessed.
Blessed with what?
Blessed with everything I have. But if you are not, please to feel so.
Because no matter how high you are on life, remember there's always someone watching you up there.
I ain't a saint, I know that. But I bet, each one of us is trying to be a better person. Including me.
Better than yesterday. Better in the eyes of Allah. 
Because of Allah, you are what you are now.
Because of Allah, you have whatever you're having now.
And I have to admit this, being far away from home & family
gave me the greatest chance I could ever have;
to be closer to Allah.
Because at the end of the day,
when you realize that you're lonely, you know that you're not alone.
Allah is always with you.




p/s: When you feel your world is a sinking ship, call upon Him for He is your only savior.


October 5, 2011

Happy birthday papa :)

Sedar sendiri perangai ni, update blog bukannya selalu. Kalau update post baru, sebulan dua bulan lepas tu baru terasa nak bukak, sampai bersawang agaknya. Anyway, hari ni birthday papa. Sedih sebab tak dapat peluk papa pagi-pagi :'(



Age doesn't matter to me.
Your sacrifices and love that count.
I know you always try to be a good father,
in every aspects. and you are indeed.
No matter how many years we live together, 
I know I can't repay your sacrifices 
even if I give you millions of dollars.
But I promise you pa, I want to put a smile 
on your face, letting you know that
your youngest daughter will always pray 
for your happiness even after you're gone.
I'm no one in this world without you,
and I'm nothing in this world without your blessings.
The only wish I have for you 
is to be with you till the end,
just like what I've promised.
Till we meet again pa, InsyaAllah. 

Happy 62nd Birthday Adlan Shukor.
May Allah bless you in everything you do.
Lala loves you very much.