When it comes to your heart.

When your heart is about to heal and someone came crashing it to pieces, in the way that you least expect it. How does that feel like? It doesn't feel like the world is going to an end, you just feel like switching off your heart for as long as you can afford to everything that has love behind it, to something that needs you to be loyal, to something that requires you to be sincere, to something that wants you to put others' interest ahead of your own. Because in the end, you'll be the savior of your own heart and no one else.

Myth?

Is it a myth when your right eye keeps twitching then something good will happen or comes to you and if your left eye keeps twitching then something bad will happen instead? If it's just a myth, then it's okay, tak nak percaya benda tu. My left keeps twitching since last few days and it's very disturbing you know :( and it's so coincidence that something bad came up. I won't blame anyone though I feel very sad about it, because I believe things happen for a reason, well of course there must be a good side of it. The best thing to do, pray. Full stop.



P/s: I thought we wouldn't have any bad memories to share at this point, but I just got one installed in my mind.

Kebahagiaan satu ujian.

Life is full of surprises. Am I right? Hari ni mungkin happy dari pagi sampai malam, esok lusa mungkin sedih menangis bila masalah datang. Kita sendiri pun tak tahu bila saat derita atau bahagia tu akan tiba. But someone up there definitely knows it. So, siapkanlah diri untuk menyambut bahagia, dan siapkan diri juga untuk ditinggalkan bahagia.

Banyak sangat benda yang berlaku lately tanpa diduga, benda yang baik dan buruk, equally the same. Even if it's a good thing, I keep asking myself, is it really happening for me? Bukan tak mahu bersyukur, tapi takut takut benda yg dapat menggembirakan kita ni boleh buat kita jadi leka, leka pada perkara yg lebih layak dapat attention. Whatever it is, kena sentiasa muhasabah diri, though life keeps giving you surprises regardless your current emotions, stay calm, be strong, and ultimately, always always keep Allah in mind (note to self). When everything is done lillahi ta'ala, insyaAllah barakah comes to you in the way you least expect it.

Ya Allah, jika aku terlalu gembira, sedarkanlah aku, takut jika kesedihan mendatang tak dijangka, aku tak berdaya untuk berdiri kembali.