Grow up please.

I don't know if you're ashamed, terrified, scared
or feel guilty
which i don't think that guilty feeling ever existed in you

you might want to spat me on the face

but oh please, listen, you really don't have to act that way.

it's not like i'm gonna say 'hey f*** you or go to hell or something else.

just, grow up.

go ahead and lead your super duper happy life,

thats what you want so bad right?
thought that imma gonna steal away your happiness?
hehh you thought wrong.
i'm not that kind of person who steals away people's happiness just like she did.
yeah just like she did.


Allah is just, thats what I keep telling myself.
and I'm able to put on a smiling face whenever I say my prayers.
Without fail.