Thank you Allah :)

Alhamdulillah, today is Friday,

a day of full with barakah.

and today remarks the 19th year of my existence.

I'm truly blessed with all the birthday wishes,

knowing that I still have friends to wish me

because those wishes mean a lot to me,

and I'm truly blessed to have a such wonderful family,

now and forever.

Thank you Allah, 

for giving me such precious moments

that i couldn't ask for more,

yesterday and today are both meaningful

days for me.

Despite the fact that I'm happy and thankful,
I don't want to lie to myself because I just couldn't.
I miss sharing this happy moments with the one I used to love.
It may mean nothing to you,
but it means so much to me.
I miss hearing the birthday wish like you did.
It may mean nothing to you,
but that one wish would give me a bliss.
I miss seeing us happy together.
It may not be real or never be real,
but I still do pray for the best for Allah knows the best.
and all that I know,
I still miss you.
I know I'm no longer exist in your memory,
but I know deep inside,
you'll be there forever in my memory,
Yes I still miss you,
I may be your biggest enemy,
but I know, you'll never be to me.
I still miss you,
because we had once carved each other's name
in our hearts,
maybe my name faded way faster than I thought,
but I know, really know,
yours in my heart will never fade away.
Never.



p/s: You can call me stupid for having such feelings, but I'm just being myself,
I couldn't lie and I just can't keep this inside me.