I know.

I know you hate me. but i don't know how much. kdg2 terfikir, teruk sgt ke salah yg aku buat selama ni, tp tu la manusia berubah. and kalau betul manusia berubah, then why can't you see that i've changed, changed for good? good that i want to fix what was wrong. and it's too bad that i didn't even get a second chance. well thats life, we don't always get what we want right. like everyone says, everything happens for a reason, ada hikmahnya. don't worry, i don't hate you, never once in my life. in fact, i pray for your success every time i lift my hands, everyday. because to me tak guna pun nak membenci, cukuplah dgn kain putih di hati ini yg diberi sejak dilahirkan yg mungkin kini penuh dgn tompok2 hitam. 

No grudge, you know me.